Sometimes you have so much to say that the words aren't strong enough to come out of your mouth. Then you start hurting yourself all over your insight, specially your throat, that feels like fire coming directly from hell. Your body gets stuck, your voice sounds like a monster and the last thing that comes on your mind is hope. You don't want anyone to see you crying, so you realize that the best damn thing to do is to take a shower, so anyone can listen to your tears.